My mother's copy was dog eared and stained with a dozen delicious batters. They yellowed her pages with the remnants of delicious desserts. Many of those stains were made by me as I breathlessly whipped egg whites and boiled sugar to a magical temperature in my mother's kitchen, giddy with the responsibility of preparing a dessert worthy of closing one of my mother's meals.
I would have been terrified had I not been in Lenotre's hands. With his formal, almost clinical, instructions, he demystified the fanciest French confections. From brioche to the Concorde, all seemed within reach, carefully measured and meted out. Armed with this bible of baking written by one of the forefathers of French patisserie, anyone could achieve greatness.
As I packed for college that night, my mother came to find me with a small parcel wrapped in brown paper. She tucked it into my suitcase and asked me to wait until I got to the States to open it. I was surrounded by piles of clothes for every season, wondering how I would fit my fall, winter, and spring clothes in the two suitcases the airline alloted me. I gave her a quick smile and returned to my packing.
Twenty-four hours, and a lifetime later, I found the package again. I sat atop of my stiff new bed in my sterile dorm room, and imagined my family sleeping in their beds in the middle of the Parisian night. When I finally choked back my homesickness enough to rip the brown paper open, I beheld an old friend. Gaston Lenotre, beaming at me under his white toque, atop of my very own, brand spanking new, copy of Faites Votre Patisserie Comme Lenotre.
And although a communal microwave was the only cooking facility at our disposal in my Freshman dorm, I clutched my very first cookbook to my chest like a fine treasure. Then I proudly displayed it on my shelf, a promise of all the meals I would prepare in my new life. It represented home and family, more than any picture or mementos. And now, close to twenty years and over a dozen moves later, it still is the first book I place on my bookshelf, the one cookbook I could not live without.
Tonight's Sunday Scribblings prompt is: the Book that Changed Everything. An interesting prompt... give it some thought... and then please share!


6 comments:
Aw, I love this post!
I have a copy too. Mine wasn't new though, it's out of print and mom had to search to find me a not too battered copy.
And yet, the only time I use it is when I'm at your house. It just feels weird to cook something from that book and not share it with you.
This is a wonderfully sweet and beautifully sentimental post. What a thoughtful gift from your mom to have tied all of those special experiences and memories in such a package.
Oh I love that you have this great bond with your mother!
This is officially my favorite post of all blogs -- brought tears to my eyes as I thought of my mother's cookbook which I cherish "Cooking More with Less." Like the cookbook you and your mom share, the one my mother uses(and eventually my sister and me) is full of stains from so many tasty kitchen memories. Again great post.
Ummm! I gained a few pounds looking at the cover of the book... ;)
Enjoyed this, thank you for sharing…
…rob
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Now why am I not surprised that your book would be a cookbook? :)
I have one that would probably make you laugh. My sister-in-law made it from a binder and fabric she snitched left over from kitchen curtains that I made. It is all hand lettered and the front page says "to my yankee sis-in-law on account of she cain't cook no good food". The recipes were all from my mother-in-law's recipe box, things she had cooked all the years my husband was growing up. I still crack up when I open it but it still gets used too!
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